Babes in the Wood |
It was at this time that
Dorothy had achieved her makeover of me and Madame Lehmiski soon saw fit to
promote me to Head Girl—something she hadn’t considered when I looked and
dressed like a twelve-year-old. Mum’s resistance to the change in me soon
metamorphosed from the initial upsetting surprise to acceptance and realisation
that it was right—that I would still obtain roles but in a different form, and
one more suited to my age.
As Head Girl of the Lehmiski
performances, I was 17 and very young to be given the responsibility but Madame
reassured me.
“I trust you,” she said, in
her warm but no-nonsense way.
At Madame Lehmiski's Theatre School |
The first day of rehearsals,
I noticed a new stage hand who looked to be about my age. He was busily
sweeping the stage in readiness and, later, assisted us back-stage. His name
was Paul Sharratt and, I gleaned from talking to him in my breaks that
he dreamed of working on the stage. "But not like this", he
assured me. He wanted, more than anything, to be one of the performers and he
was determined to do anything to get there.
It was to his parent’s utter
chagrin that he left his private school education at St. Chads well before
graduating. They felt that they he was throwing away the investment they had
made in his education to pursue something that was a 'pie in the sky', but he
would not be deterred and left the school against their wishes. He knocked on
theatre doors asking for work, believing that he could achieve his dream
as long as he could gain an entry into theatre life. A position as a
stage-hand certainly wasn't what he ultimately wanted to do but he didn't plan
to stay in that position for long.
The theatre meant that he was
there amongst performers, stage managers, agents, costumes, comedians, dancers,
singers and could soak up the atmosphere. He was amongst the hustle of
rehearsals, stage directions, scene changes, lighting and sound and the
tangible excitement of first-night performances, with the audience waiting
expectantly to be transported and entertained.
Without the theatre school
background and experience of all the actors, comedians, singers and dancers, with
whom he was rubbing shoulders, he was on an uphill climb to learn everything he
could. He knew he had to speak to the right people, harness friendships with
them and nurture potential business relationships that would ultimately lead
him to his goal. He believed in himself to the point of ignoring the years of
education that most of us had been entrenched with, entailing every aspect of our
theatre life, and was positive he would soon be on the stage legitimately.
Returning to the Studio School , Madame Lehmiski appointed me Head Girl again for the upcoming Pantomime
Season. I was in charge of 20 Lehmiski Ladies and ten Lehmiski Babes at the
Grand Theatre, Wolverhampton . It was my job to keep a watchful eye on their
behaviour; to call rehearsals when needed; and report to management when any
problems arose. From there, I organised additional rehearsals where necessary.
It was 1950 and we were
rehearsing for a season of ‘Jack and the Beanstalk’. The rehearsals were next
door to The Grand Theatre, in the hotel ballroom, as we had only limited access
to rehearsal space in the theatre while the current play was in production.
Jesse Matthews was starring in this, her first play since a recent nervous
breakdown. She was also staying at the hotel where our rehearsals were taking
place.
Jesse had been a much-loved
actress, singer and dancer with lead roles in many hit stage musicals and
films, extending her fame to the United States in the 1930’s and at the beginning of World War Two.
There followed several years away from the stage and an unsuccessful ‘comeback’
in a movie thriller.1 Her absence is linked to scandal; ill-health, including a
diagnosis of schizophrenia; and a nervous breakdown. Her psychiatric responses
stem from a rape when she was 16 which had resulted in pregnancy and a forced
abortion, later blamed for a series of miscarriages.2
On this particular day, we
were rehearsing the scene where Jack takes the cow, named Jessie, to market. We
sang our chorus rendition loudly “They’re taking poor Jessie away! They’re taking
poor Jessie away!”
Suddenly, there was a
pounding on the double ballroom doors as they dramatically swung open and, to
our shock and surprise, Jessie Matthews swept feverishly into the room.
Mistaking the song for a
taunt, she shouted, sweeping her eyes over us all, tears apparent “I do not
think that is at all funny! It’s very cruel!” and, turning on her heel, sped
out of the room before any of us could explain.
I met Paul again during this
Pantomime Season of December to March. I would see him briefly between scenes
or at the end of performances, exchanging the briefest greeting, as only time
allowed. "Hello, Paul," I would call out, as I raced to change
costume or get into position on stage. "Goodbye, Joan!" He would call
at the end of the evening as he prepared to finish his jobs after curtain
close.
* *
* *
Easter was on the horizon.
“He’s just bought a new car,”
I was pleading about my then boyfriend, John Dawes, son of very wealthy parents
“And he’s organised a day trip to Wales with friends.” The only problem was that it was the
Easter weekend.
My father was concerned about
the spate of bad events that had occurred to our family over Easter. “Look, I’m
not superstitious—but don’t go,” he’d said in his succinct, no-nonsense way.
But I wasn’t concerned that
anything would happen to me and, instead, looked forward to the trip. Following
a fuel stop, John pulled out from the petrol station and said “Let’s see how
fast we can go!” With that, he put his foot down and sped off down the road.
I turned to speak to the back
seat passengers, leaning my back against the door. But, before I could utter a
word, the improperly latched door gave way behind me and, with a shock, I felt
myself falling from the car.
Swept out onto the road, I landed
hard and rolled several times, yet somehow managed to keep my face free from
injury. My clothing was shredded and my limbs, severely grazed, bruised and
battered. John and my friends gathered me back into the car and raced me to the
nearest hospital. It was an arduous afternoon—nothing like the one that had
been planned—as I helped the nurses tweeze out pieces of road debris, bit by
bit.
“We’d like to keep you in for
observation,” the doctor said, once I’d been heavily bandaged. “It will give us
the chance to monitor any swelling and adjust the bandages.” But I insisted I
had to return home.
I was quite a sight for my
father, standing on the doorstep a short time later, shredded clothing barely
disguising the many bandages. I cringed at the thought of his “I told you so”
reaction—but, naturally, I was wrong. He was all concern, helping me carefully
to bed with his usual hot chocolate tonic.
For days on end, I ached all
over and it was difficult to sit comfortably. I took some necessary time off
from Theatre School to recover—gaining a little weight in the process that didn’t go
unnoticed by Madame Lehmiski once I returned.
My first lesson back was
ballet. Before the accident I had completed an exam as part of the process to
gain the necessary teaching qualifications, with one exam remaining. The ballet
lesson was not going well and I became increasingly grateful for the teaching
path I was taking. During the lesson, I discovered that I couldn’t lift my leg
above knee height.
Madame Lehmiski was concerned
that I couldn't complete the second exam because of this and decided to send
me, along with five other girls to a Summer Revue season at St. Anne's, known
as the 'Radio Follies'. This was to run from June until September and was my
first theatre season away from home. As Head Girl, I was to help with the
choreography of the scenes and, as such, was appointed Assistant Choreographer.
In the meantime, I had broken
off my relationship with John. Of my new appointment at St. Anne’s he said “I
knew you would be on the stage and travel all over the place.” Handing me a
chocolate bar, he assured me that we would meet again. When we said goodbye, he
said "Even if we are eighty years old we will meet again".
* * *
*
It was a bittersweet moment,
watching him leave. As he walked out of my life I wondered if we would ever see
each other again.
We’d met at a Young People’s
Conference in Walsall which had nothing to do with theatre. I went with
Jean and was seated alongside a young man who introduced himself as John Dawes.
We discussed ages and discovered that we were both born in October 1932 and
that our mothers knew each other. His father owned a trucking business and John
was to follow in his footsteps. By the end of the Conference, he’d asked me to
go out to the pictures.
Theatre life would not have been possible with John as he
didn’t understand it, or the level of commitment involved, but I wonder what my
life would have been like. I think that if I hadn’t met Paul and seen the
possibility of a shared life on the stage, I could have become John’s wife. Paul,
on the other hand, loved theatre and was constantly asking me questions in his
bid to learn in a fast-tracked style.
I really liked John and I think that the time I spent with
him was the only time I spent as a ‘normal’ teenager. We went to movies and
local dances, picnics and long, country drives. John’s mother invited me to go
on holiday with her, John and his younger brother. We drove to Devon and spent an idealic time there—and so free and different
from the rushes of Theatre School and the often hectic juggling of performances and
rehearsals.
However, so much of my life had already been on the stage,
and in the top theatres, and was on an upward climb with new opportunities
revealing themselves. On top of this, Mum delighted in telling people that I
was on the stage, detailing the performance I was in and where it was to be.
She expected this to continue, as did Paul and Madame. As usual, never wanting
to ‘rock the boat’, I did what was expected.
* *
* *
The Revue was so-named the
'Radio Follies' as the show belonged to the two comics, Holt and Maurice, who
had found fame with their comic talent on radio. It was Holt and Maurice who
introduced me to acting in comedy sketches and taught me so much about
professional theatre.
The Ashton Pavilion Theatre
at St Annes was surrounded by landscaped parklands, named the Ashton Gardens after Lord Ashton purchased another parcel of land to complement it and
made a substantial donation in 1914. Out of this, the gardens were radically
altered from their sand dune plantings to large areas of undulating ornamental
plantings as well as rose, rock features and water gardens.
The local people made us feel
so welcome and wherever we went in the area, people seemed to know who we were.
The cast, with whom we were to spend considerable time over the next few
months, were also warm and welcoming.
The town, founded in 1875,
was also known as St. Anne’s-on-the-Sea, but was usually abbreviated, minus the
apostrophe, to St. Annes. It overlooks the Irish Sea , just north of the River Ribble Estuary and is now known as Lytham St
Annes with the converging of two towns. Its location made it an idealic place
to work and a popular holiday destination with its summer shows, gardens, pier
and plentiful array of deck chairs available for hire on the beach.
We met a local horse owner on
the beach when he and his staff were exercising the horses. He invited us to
join them each morning—thus, we learned to ride. It was an exhilarating way to
start the day, galloping on the sand and into the shallow edges of the lapping
sea.
I had maintained contact with
Paul and we became boyfriend and girlfriend just prior to his call up for
compulsory service. He was to spend the next two years with the Royal Air Force
but managed to find the time to visit me wherever I was, coming first to St.
Anne's on his newly-purchased motorbike.
Holt and Maurice wanted me to
continue performing with them for the Autumn Revue season. I went on tour with
them, extending my first time away from home to five months, before returning
to the Theatre School and Pantomime Season.
I had been asked to play the
part of Principal Fairy in this upcoming season and was both excited by the
role and anxious about my ability. My main concern was that my dancing had
suffered since the accident and I had found it difficult during the Summer
Revue and through the previous Pantomime Season. As Head Girl, I could excuse
myself from the shows to a certain extent as I had to oversee the chorus and
take notes on their performance. I was also understudy for the flying fairy,
and played the part for a few weeks. I loved the thrill of flying through the
air with the assistance of unseen ropes and strings—but this was not easy.
Although thrilling the part
of flying fairy was also hard on me and didn’t help my back. I wore an
uncomfortable leather harness, was hauled up a rope to the Flies and then felt
an almighty jolt as I flew down to the stage. I knew I needed to undertake
strengthening and rehabilitation-style exercise to get back to my full potential.
As soon as I returned home, I
set about improving my mobility. I spent four mornings a week with my old
teacher, Eileen. On top of this, I taught four students every Saturday which
also meant that I could build up strength and ability at the same time. This
was followed by the next pantomime season as Principal Fairy and another Summer
Revue, also as Head Girl and in charge of six Lehmiski girls.
This was the summer season of
1952 and the show was named the Arcadian Follies. Ernest Binns was the producer,
as he had been for the Radio Follies, and the show had been running for over 30
years to delighted holiday audiences, in Morecambe, also known as
Bradford-by-the-Sea, before his death at age 65 in August of the same year. He was producer of several shows in different towns at the same time. As such, he would call in from time to time to take a look and ask the director how it was going.
The director gave me substantial acting
roles in the show as well as a dance solo. This was the Dying Swan and was my
first ballet solo. He hadn't seen me do any point work but he believed I could do it and asked if I knew the role. I said that I did and he set about fitting the piece into the show especially for me. It was exhilarating. I was so excited to be given the role
and absolutely revelled in it. Most of it was point work, which meant many blisters, ending with the graceful, swooning death scene.
My costume for the Dying Swan was the traditional tutu. During the season, however, I had a cooking accident in the 'digs' I shared with the other girls. Cooking hot chips one night for our meal, I knocked the pan and scored scalding oil down one leg, resulting in long streaks of painful burns. Once cleaned, creamed and bandaged, I approached the director to say I couldn't do my solo as the bandage was too big and visible.
"Can one of the other girls stand in?" I asked.
"No. Absolutely not. You must do it," was his immediate response. With that, he presented me with a long skirt to disguise my injury and the show went on.
My costume for the Dying Swan was the traditional tutu. During the season, however, I had a cooking accident in the 'digs' I shared with the other girls. Cooking hot chips one night for our meal, I knocked the pan and scored scalding oil down one leg, resulting in long streaks of painful burns. Once cleaned, creamed and bandaged, I approached the director to say I couldn't do my solo as the bandage was too big and visible.
"Can one of the other girls stand in?" I asked.
"No. Absolutely not. You must do it," was his immediate response. With that, he presented me with a long skirt to disguise my injury and the show went on.
Just before the final show, the director approached me and asked if I would like to go on tour as part of the
Repertory Company and with a leading solo role. I telephoned Madame Lehmiski,
as this was separate from the work she was able to give us, and explained the
offer I’d been given.
I could feel her warmth and
excitement down the line as she drew in a sharp breath before exclaiming, “Oh,
congratulations! Yes—do it!”
This was such an exciting
time for me. I was on tour as part of a professional company! It meant living
in theatrical ‘digs’ and moving on to a different town every one or two weeks.
Paul still managed to come and visit me from time to time and would often say,
with eyes lit up, “This is what I want to do when I leave the RAF.”
The tour continued and I was
asked to stay with the company. I was offered the Principal role of Fairy Queen
in their production of Dick Whittington. Just before this was to begin, I
returned home as I was so torn as to what was the best path—should I complete
my training at Madame Lehmiski's or take the role and possibly forego ever finishing?
It was a fantastic opportunity but I still wanted to teach, or to at least have
the option in the future.
Mum was no help either in
helping me come to a decision, perhaps just as confused as I was as to which
direction my career should go. As for Dad, he said “I don’t care what you do.
You can go work in a shoe shop for all I care!” Not helpful—but not as harsh as
it sounded. He meant that it was my decision and whatever I decided would be
fine with him. I returned to the theatre school to consult with Madame
Lehmiski.
She called everyone ‘Babe’,
and this time was no different. I felt nervous about what she might say as I
entered her office, but she looked up and smiled warmly. ”Hello, Babe!” She
eyed me up and down and her eyes crinkled smaller in consideration of why I was
there. “I think you have come to tell me you are not coming back?”
“That’s what I came to see
you about,” I began.
“Are you enjoying it?” She
asked, peering hard at me. I nodded. “Well—that’s your answer, then!” She
clapped her hands down onto her knees, as if to say “Simple— subject closed!”
“Dear Madame!” I thought. “You make everything so clear and
simple.” I would think of her often throughout my career in this
affectionate way. A lot of her students felt intimidated by her and were
fearful of her disapproval but I learned so very much from her and would always
remember her kind wisdom. Even now, almost 60 years later, when I see a dancer
or an actor doing something that was not quite right, I think “Madame would
not have liked that!”.
With that, my mind was made
up and my acting career continued.
Following Dick Whittington, I
returned for another Summer Season in Morcambe with the same company. Paul had
almost completed his RAF duties and I was keen to have him work with us. There
was another tour following our time at Morcambe and I spoke to the Tour Manager
about him, explaining that Paul had experience in Number 1 Theatres in Stage
Management. He agreed to take him on as Assistant Stage Manager. I knew he
really wanted to be on the stage but, for now, this was his ‘in’.
Sources:
2. http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-445576/Jessie-Matthews-The-Diva-Debauchery.html
Cited 16/5/2012
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